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Sunday, April 29th, 2007
2:52 am	I was about to go to bed an hour ago... But then decided to check my email, oh man - that was a lovely idea. Matt and Katy are pissed off at me for saying something that I didn't mean in the way Matt thought of it. WHY THE FUCK WOULD I SAY SOMETHING LIKE THAT ABOUT MY BEST FRIEND? I DON'T LIE TO MY BEST FRIENDS, SORRY.  So... since I don't feel like bitching about that anymore I guess I'll let you all know what's been going on, not that anyone reads except for Matt and Katy and they probably won't even read because they're too busy being pissed off at me for saying something wrong. I met this guy Ryan and he's really nice and everything and i like him a lot. Yeah... Today  I helped my aunt take out the plywood and sheet rock and everything from the walls of Greg's old room... that was fun, I guess. Got to see my favorite cousin Jamie whom I never see anymore. Aunt Amy let me have one of Greg's CDs and let my mom have his Ozzy ones...  My mom pretty much told me that I was an accident even though I knew it sort of, she didn't have to go and tell me about it. My cousin Wendy didn't help that matter too much.. "You're not an accident, just more of an 'oops!'" Umm... my friend Sam has become too popular to remember me when she goes to hang out with people on Friday nights, but I'm still her very best friend. I've been playing Maple Story again lately but I'm starting to get bored of it again so yeah.. but this whole thing with Matt and Katy is probably gonna change that because it seems as though I only play when I'm feeling crappy and don't wanna talk to anyone... so yeah I'll probably still be playing it until things get situated with them. I have a bad feeling about it though... -_- My life is so fucking full of drama, it's not even funny. Current Mood: scared Current Music: Fireflies - Finch (Comment on this)
Thursday, November 16th, 2006
4:38 pm	Haven't Updated in over a month.. Hm... had a boyfriend, broke up with him for a realler boyfriend, got dumped by him after two days, got my other boyfriend back, and just got broken up with by that boyfriend too. the go kill yourself Chaytie Chay says: and rid the world Chaytie Chay says: of your useless ass Chaytie Chay says: i dont fucking care about you anymore Chaytie Chay says: ive fckn lost my love for you Chaytie Chay says: have fun with your life' So yeah, sounds super right?... riight. Anyways, Matt's friend died and I tried being nice but he was being all assholey so it didn't work too well I guess... although I understand why, I'd be all assholey to people if my friend died too I guess. That's basically all. OH! And I almost got into a car accident the other day about 5 different times and I want to kill my mom and if I get pissed off by her one more time it's possible I'll end up like my grandma. :D Chaytie Chay says: Current Mood: depressed Current Music: None (Comment on this)
Saturday, October 14th, 2006
11:51 am	So I went to Spooky World and slept over Cedes' house last Saturday night... her mom and my mom became best friends in like two seconds, and she and my mom and Cedes and I have like SO much shit in common that none of knew before lol and blah blah blah a bunch of other shet happened but that was LAST weekend and now this weekend is a whole 'nother story lol X Spaz x 727 X (11:18:24 AM): BUTTTTTTTFACE :-) Chinamagusa Bara (11:18:34 AM): what? o_o Chinamagusa Bara (11:18:45 AM): OMG WE WENT TO THE ASYLUM OF HORROR LAST NIGHT AND IT WAS SO MUCH FUN XD Chinamagusa Bara (11:18:54 AM): I started crying before we even got in there X Spaz x 727 X (11:18:55 AM): yeah well Chinamagusa Bara (11:18:55 AM): lmaoo X Spaz x 727 X (11:19:03 AM): i went to our schools football game last night Chinamagusa Bara (11:19:08 AM): ew Chinamagusa Bara (11:19:08 AM): XD Chinamagusa Bara (11:19:10 AM): fail. X Spaz x 727 X (11:19:17 AM): and i broke up with my girlfriend like during school that day X Spaz x 727 X (11:19:24 AM): had a pep rally for something we had last week, homecoming and everything Chinamagusa Bara (11:19:37 AM): wait why? X Spaz x 727 X (11:19:38 AM): the game last night i met like 10 girls, got like 4 numbers X Spaz x 727 X (11:19:42 AM): cuz she was gay and she lied to me Chinamagusa Bara (11:19:45 AM): how? X Spaz x 727 X (11:19:46 AM): anyways Chinamagusa Bara (11:19:47 AM): about what? X Spaz x 727 X (11:20:01 AM): she lied to me about doing shit with guys before breaking up with me the first time Chinamagusa Bara (11:20:12 AM): so she was cheating on you? ;_; X Spaz x 727 X (11:20:15 AM): yeah lol X Spaz x 727 X (11:20:17 AM): anyways Chinamagusa Bara (11:20:19 AM): what a bitch Chinamagusa Bara (11:20:21 AM): NO NOT ANYWAYS Chinamagusa Bara (11:20:24 AM): I'M NOT DONE Chinamagusa Bara (11:20:27 AM): okay Chinamagusa Bara (11:20:28 AM): so X Spaz x 727 X (11:20:28 AM): the game last night, i was like near her the whole time X Spaz x 727 X (11:20:34 AM): and i was around at least 10 girls at a time X Spaz x 727 X (11:20:39 AM): that i just met lol X Spaz x 727 X (11:20:44 AM): and i got like 4 numbers Chinamagusa Bara (11:20:47 AM): you deserve better than that and you should just stay single for a while >:o X Spaz x 727 X (11:20:55 AM): she got her cousin to punch me in the back of the head Chinamagusa Bara (11:21:02 AM): you deserve better than that and you should just stay single for a while >:o X Spaz x 727 X (11:21:03 AM): thats how mad she was lol Chinamagusa Bara (11:21:05 AM): you deserve better than that and you should just stay single for a while >:o X Spaz x 727 X (11:21:10 AM): dude im staying single Chinamagusa Bara (11:21:11 AM): you deserve better than that and you should just stay single for a while >:o Chinamagusa Bara (11:21:13 AM): good. X Spaz x 727 X (11:21:15 AM): durr Chinamagusa Bara (11:21:20 AM): lmao X Spaz x 727 X (11:21:24 AM): im hangin out with this hot chick today X Spaz x 727 X (11:21:27 AM): ohhhhh god Chinamagusa Bara (11:21:30 AM): ew. X Spaz x 727 X (11:21:30 AM): shes like X Spaz x 727 X (11:21:33 AM): drool Chinamagusa Bara (11:21:47 AM): ass. X Spaz x 727 X (11:21:49 AM): but yeah im staying single X Spaz x 727 X (11:21:50 AM): :-) Chinamagusa Bara (11:21:52 AM): *slap* Chinamagusa Bara (11:21:57 AM): don't care about looks, you loser X Spaz x 727 X (11:21:57 AM): you dont know me Chinamagusa Bara (11:21:59 AM): XD Chinamagusa Bara (11:22:02 AM): lmao X Spaz x 727 X (11:22:13 AM): eh X Spaz x 727 X (11:22:17 AM): idc shes mad hot Chinamagusa Bara (11:22:21 AM): lol SO AM I! Chinamagusa Bara (11:22:22 AM): >_> Chinamagusa Bara (11:22:23 AM): <_< X Spaz x 727 X (11:22:25 AM): lol Chinamagusa Bara (11:22:26 AM): *cough* X Spaz x 727 X (11:22:26 AM): so? Chinamagusa Bara (11:22:28 AM): XDDD yeah right X Spaz x 727 X (11:22:28 AM): youre in like X Spaz x 727 X (11:22:31 AM): uhh X Spaz x 727 X (11:22:35 AM): massachusetts Chinamagusa Bara (11:22:40 AM): yeah lmao Chinamagusa Bara (11:22:43 AM): I was kidding Chinamagusa Bara (11:22:44 AM): XD X Spaz x 727 X (11:22:45 AM): haha X Spaz x 727 X (11:22:46 AM): :-) Chinamagusa Bara (11:22:53 AM): plus I'm not hot XD X Spaz x 727 X (11:22:56 AM): pff X Spaz x 727 X (11:22:58 AM): gtfo Chinamagusa Bara (11:23:04 AM): ...it's true X Spaz x 727 X (11:23:09 AM): no its not Chinamagusa Bara (11:23:10 AM): OH! Chinamagusa Bara (11:23:11 AM): yeah Chinamagusa Bara (11:23:12 AM): it is Chinamagusa Bara (11:23:13 AM): anyways Chinamagusa Bara (11:23:14 AM): so X Spaz x 727 X (11:23:14 AM): youre hot, so stfu X Spaz x 727 X (11:23:15 AM): :-) Chinamagusa Bara (11:23:16 AM): last night Chinamagusa Bara (11:23:16 AM): no Chinamagusa Bara (11:23:17 AM): stfu Chinamagusa Bara (11:23:19 AM): anyways Chinamagusa Bara (11:23:20 AM): last night Chinamagusa Bara (11:23:40 AM): in the AsylumofHorror.com (go there, that's not the name of the place but yeah) XD there were these guys behind us Chinamagusa Bara (11:23:46 AM): and they knew I was crying a little Chinamagusa Bara (11:23:55 AM): and they were like aw ladies don't be scared it's okay Chinamagusa Bara (11:24:08 AM): and it was so sweet of them and they were like 18 or something and we're only like 14 XD Chinamagusa Bara (11:24:13 AM): and Taylor's 12 but whatev X Spaz x 727 X (11:24:14 AM): LOL Chinamagusa Bara (11:24:14 AM): anyways X Spaz x 727 X (11:24:18 AM): hu no X Spaz x 727 X (11:24:18 AM): 15 X Spaz x 727 X (11:24:23 AM): shes older than you are Chinamagusa Bara (11:24:26 AM): and one of the scary guys was so hot XD Chinamagusa Bara (11:24:27 AM): huh? X Spaz x 727 X (11:24:29 AM): wait X Spaz x 727 X (11:24:34 AM): nvm, i thought u were talking about my ex taylor Chinamagusa Bara (11:24:54 AM): I'm fourteen, Sam's fourteen, Cedes is fourteen, and Taylor = Cedes' friend = 12 Chinamagusa Bara (11:24:56 AM): lmao X Spaz x 727 X (11:25:03 AM): emkay Chinamagusa Bara (11:25:14 AM): so anyways Chinamagusa Bara (11:25:21 AM): I started crying 'cause... Chinamagusa Bara (11:25:30 AM): the ramp to get in was outside under a tent thingy Chinamagusa Bara (11:25:35 AM): and like when we got to the door Chinamagusa Bara (11:25:40 AM): the two guys were there Chinamagusa Bara (11:25:45 AM): and one brought Cedes in alone Chinamagusa Bara (11:25:53 AM): and I thought we were gonna have to go through it all alone Chinamagusa Bara (11:26:00 AM): and I started crying because of that XD Chinamagusa Bara (11:26:26 AM): I'm like such a wussssss, you have no idea... I'm the weirdest of all of my friends and shit and I like that stuff the most yet I was the one crying XD Chinamagusa Bara (11:27:30 AM): so then I was the last one to be brought in because I was SO scared and wouldn't go in and then it was like a little room inside and whoa I keep typing and can't stop and anyways um so yeah and the were there THEY* WERE THERE* and I was like OMG CEDESTAYLORSAM! and I was all like ahh and happyish and then the guy wanted me to lead them and I was like WTF NO GET OUT and hid behind Sam Chinamagusa Bara (11:27:33 AM): XD *breathes* X Spaz x 727 X (11:27:45 AM): loser much? Chinamagusa Bara (11:27:53 AM): :-[shut up X Spaz x 727 X (11:28:40 AM): lol Chinamagusa Bara (11:28:56 AM): :-[ Chinamagusa Bara (11:29:17 AM): XD I need to get myself a guy to bring to those types of things lmao X Spaz x 727 X (11:29:25 AM): lol k Chinamagusa Bara (11:29:35 AM): SO HOW WAS YOUR NIGHT!? Chinamagusa Bara (11:29:39 AM): sorry for talking so much lmao X Spaz x 727 X (11:29:43 AM): omg it was so amazing X Spaz x 727 X (11:29:54 AM): life without taylor is like 100 times better Chinamagusa Bara (11:30:10 AM): goodie X Spaz x 727 X (11:30:14 AM): ohyeah Chinamagusa Bara (11:30:17 AM): X Spaz x 727 X (11:30:22 AM): and i might get with this girl alex Chinamagusa Bara (11:30:32 AM): no you won't get out Chinamagusa Bara (11:30:36 AM): single plz Chinamagusa Bara (11:30:37 AM): XD Chinamagusa Bara (11:30:40 AM): life's better single Chinamagusa Bara (11:30:46 AM): just look at my mom.. XD X Spaz x 727 X (11:30:57 AM): just cuz u want me but you cant cuz ur in MASSACHUSETTS X Spaz x 727 X (11:31:06 AM): :-) Chinamagusa Bara (11:31:07 AM): wtf are you talking about? Chinamagusa Bara (11:31:10 AM): lmfao no Chinamagusa Bara (11:31:16 AM): loser, pixel love = fail X Spaz x 727 X (11:31:34 AM): haha never said pixel love, thats just kinda pathetic Chinamagusa Bara (11:31:48 AM): I just hate when my friends are all like getting there hearts brokered because of retards Chinamagusa Bara (11:31:49 AM): XD X Spaz x 727 X (11:31:58 AM): ew, online? Chinamagusa Bara (11:32:00 AM): nonono X Spaz x 727 X (11:32:12 AM): my heart isnt brokered lol Chinamagusa Bara (11:32:14 AM): I know Chinamagusa Bara (11:32:15 AM): but Chinamagusa Bara (11:32:18 AM): XD never mind Chinamagusa Bara (11:32:34 AM): I just think you should like wait until you actually get to know the chick first, jesus christmas X Spaz x 727 X (11:32:50 AM): haha shes in 3 of my classes during the school day so i think i know her Chinamagusa Bara (11:32:57 AM): k. X Spaz x 727 X (11:33:44 AM): yo i hate being sick X Spaz x 727 X (11:33:49 AM): it was like 40 degrees outside last night X Spaz x 727 X (11:33:53 AM): and btw our schoolo won 27-0 Chinamagusa Bara (11:34:03 AM): that's coo Chinamagusa Bara (11:35:09 AM): Satan XD X Spaz x 727 X (11:35:14 AM): kay X Spaz x 727 X (11:35:19 AM): ever heard i am ghost, the band? Chinamagusa Bara (11:35:43 AM): yup Chinamagusa Bara (11:35:44 AM): Chinamagusa Bara (11:35:47 AM): love them X Spaz x 727 X (11:35:49 AM): omg they are sooo good :D Chinamagusa Bara (11:35:53 AM): yeah lol Chinamagusa Bara (11:36:26 AM): XD it's so funny how you say a band name like a week after I start listening to them... Chinamagusa Bara (11:36:34 AM): >_> you're crazeh. X Spaz x 727 X (11:36:39 AM): i started listening to them a few weeks ago Chinamagusa Bara (11:36:45 AM): well yeah me too X Spaz x 727 X (11:36:46 AM): i just downloaded their cde since it came out Chinamagusa Bara (11:36:50 AM): that's hot Chinamagusa Bara (11:37:09 AM): DOWNLOAD YOU SON OF A BITCH Chinamagusa Bara (11:37:59 AM): Sleepers = my fave song but they dun gawtz it on thar space ;_; *suicides with a chainsaw* X Spaz x 727 X (11:38:09 AM): thats saosin i think Chinamagusa Bara (11:38:13 AM): it is Chinamagusa Bara (11:38:22 AM): I figured you knew, so Iddin't bother saying the name Chinamagusa Bara (11:38:23 AM): XD X Spaz x 727 X (11:39:35 AM): bullets and octane are pretty gewdd. Chinamagusa Bara (11:39:48 AM): k Chinamagusa Bara (11:40:11 AM): WTF BOOBS ARE SO FUCKING LAME Chinamagusa Bara (11:40:12 AM): >:o X Spaz x 727 X (11:40:31 AM): uh kay Chinamagusa Bara (11:41:02 AM): hold on X Spaz x 727 X signed on at 11:41:36 AM. Chinamagusa Bara (11:41:39 AM): WTF Chinamagusa Bara (11:41:40 AM): XD Chinamagusa Bara (11:41:51 AM): apparently AIM went screwy Chinamagusa Bara (11:41:55 AM): Chinamagusa Bara (11:41:02 AM): hold on X Spaz x 727 X signed on at 11:41:36 AM. Chinamagusa Bara (11:42:01 AM): sorry had to get the phone Chinamagusa Bara (11:42:01 AM): XD Chinamagusa Bara (11:42:51 AM): CHRIS X Spaz x 727 X (11:42:56 AM): huh Chinamagusa Bara (11:43:02 AM): is your middle name James or something? X Spaz x 727 X (11:43:09 AM): james Chinamagusa Bara (11:43:13 AM): ... Chinamagusa Bara (11:43:17 AM): I just asked if it was Chinamagusa Bara (11:43:19 AM): XD Chinamagusa Bara (11:43:26 AM): it's a yes or no question Chinamagusa Bara (11:43:30 AM): not a James question Chinamagusa Bara (11:43:31 AM): nub Chinamagusa Bara (11:43:31 AM): XD X Spaz x 727 X (11:43:41 AM): lol Chinamagusa Bara (11:43:46 AM): so it is? X Spaz x 727 X (11:44:27 AM): yeah Chinamagusa Bara (11:44:32 AM): neato Chinamagusa Bara (11:45:21 AM): am I annoying? X Spaz x 727 X (11:45:36 AM): nah Chinamagusa Bara (11:45:42 AM): kay good XD Chinamagusa Bara (11:45:45 AM): what are you doing!? X Spaz x 727 X (11:46:08 AM): playing poker lol Chinamagusa Bara (11:47:10 AM): hot Chinamagusa Bara (11:47:13 AM): omg Chris X Spaz x 727 X (11:47:16 AM): huh Chinamagusa Bara (11:47:24 AM): I feel cool kind of Chinamagusa Bara (11:47:47 AM): XD I know you don't care but my best buds are never on anymore so I never get to tell them anything Chinamagusa Bara (11:48:06 AM): so anyways XD ever since high school started, I've had a life and like I'm never even on the computer anymore it's crazy Chinamagusa Bara (11:49:49 AM): CHRIS JAMES Chinamagusa Bara (11:49:51 AM): *dies* Chinamagusa Bara (11:49:54 AM): I need to go level X Spaz x 727 X (11:50:00 AM): uh kay Chinamagusa Bara (11:50:05 AM): lmao Chinamagusa Bara (11:50:13 AM): I'll talk to you later mannn Chinamagusa Bara (11:50:17 AM): see ya sorry, I was too lazy to tell you everything so I jsut copied that conversation XD Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: Bullet for my Valentine -- Hit the Floor (Comment on this)
Friday, October 6th, 2006
10:41 am	You knoooowwwww, I was SO ready for this year. I had everything planned out... I'd just be a completely anti-social person all year and never have any friends because I figured I wouldn't really get any and crap. Now, I feel like the coolest person in teh wurlddd. not really but you know XD I smell like about 2984712 different perfumes/colognes (sp?) and it feels great. XD I got invited to go to the mall with Cedes and her friend Taylor, which was super duper fun. Now I'm going to Spooky World with them and Jacob tomorrow night and it's gonna be SUHWEET. XD I feel bad though since Sam doesn't know o_o shit. anywaysahhh I love having friends again and I also got invited sort of to a party tonight but didn't go because my mom said no and I wanted to go to the mall with Cedes anyway and I had so much fun and her mom is like the coolest ever and Cedes is so fricken weird but I love her (as a friend) XD lol I've known her since like 5th grade but this is the year we're actually FRIENDs xD and Taylor's pretty awesome too so I love being happy again, but I kind of feel bad because I haven't been paying attention to katy or Matt lately, not that when they're on I even talk to them but blah.. -_- point is, I feel great and bad at the saaaame time XD Current Mood: excited Current Music: Morningwood-- Body 21 (Comment on this)
Monday, October 2nd, 2006
6:57 pm	blahhhh Drafting's pretty cool... >_> I might actually do that for shop... for the rest of my life in high school... and get a job in that type of thing... oh jesus I hate thinking about my future ;_; I'm only fourteen I shouldn't have this pressure! XD So my biology class has the lowest overall grade out of all the freshman classes, but I have the highest grade in my class XD it's funny... lol Sam slept over Friday and Saturday night and took over my AIM screen name and talked to everyone and blahhh. XD it was funny... and yeeeeahh... so she'll be over my house like every day after school for the rest of my life now because she's just weird like that XDDDDDDD and I haven't talked to Matt in so long except I just was a second ago but the conversation kind of died down because it wasn't even much of a conversation and now I feel like in a few months I'll IM him and be like " so long time no talk eh?"... and I don't want that to HAPPEN GODDAMNIT BECAUSE I HATE WHEN THAT HAPPENS TO PEOPLE I CONSIDER SUPER GOOD FRIENDS AND OMFG and so I have an A+ in Algebra and L.A... annnnd uhh Sam and I carved pumpkins and there's this kid Lou or Lu or Lew or however the fuck you spell that crazy name in drafting and he's pretty awesome >^.^< uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I don't know what else to say other than I miss you Matt and Katyface ;_; *dies* OH AND I HAVE OVER 1000 SONGS DOWNLOADED NOW YAY Current Mood: crappy Current Music: Rise Against -- The Approaching Curve (Comment on this)
Monday, September 25th, 2006
3:04 pm	Loll Sam was just over my house because she's cool like that XD Current Mood: amused Current Music: none (Comment on this)
Saturday, September 23rd, 2006
10:03 pm	Mooovieee "What A Girl Wants" ... the movie... with Amanda Bynes in it... yeah, it makes me cry. like a lot. which is lame I'm Proactive'd Current Mood: blah Current Music: none (Comment on this)
Sunday, September 17th, 2006
9:28 am	Blah on your soooullll So. Here's the deal... I'm too lazy to go look at what my last entry contained SO! I'll just tell you everything. I went camping annnd it was pretty lame because DJ and Aaron weren't there. </3>_> lolllll. It was super super fancy and I hated it but the cake and ice cream was good... the chicken was crazy and stuffed with fruit and stuffing-like stuff. >_> Annd my mom let me drink wine. Because the guy poured it in my glass thinking I was older... AND NOT ONLY THAT! But I asked for more XDDDDD And by the end of the night I drank like a lot of wine (okay not really, only a full fancy-glass full) annd I drank it super fast so when my mom looked back at me and noticed it was all gone she was like O_____________________O OH! And I tried to get out some more lame-ass grossful blackheads annnd I got more herpes-likeness on my face. Well not really, but it just made a huge yellowish and reddish bruise type of thing next to my eyebrow.... XDDDDDDDDD And so now my mom's gonna get me proactive before I get TOO crazy. Harleigh has another girlfriend. First day of them being together he has an away message saying "I love you, Tiana"... pretty sad shit right thar. I hate straight guys. XD I want to see Another Gay Movie NOW PLZ. My mom's at a NASCAR race ALL FUCKING DAY! SO LET'S PARTY! WHOOOOOOO! We went shopping yesterday for pretty much anything we don't need. XD WOOT! And I'm done. Current Mood: crazy Current Music: Flyleaf-- So I Thought (Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 5th, 2006
9:34 pm	asfaf I went camping ok bye (Comment on this)
Thursday, August 31st, 2006
2:17 pm	Um. So hi. =] I'll be a freshman next week... on Wednesday. It's kinda scary. Okay so bye. Current Mood: blah Current Music: Dying in Your Arms -- Trivium (Comment on this)
Saturday, August 5th, 2006
10:20 pm	Last Friday:: went for a check-up at the doctor... I'm 5'8" and 1/4 and I weigh 154lbs which is average, I'm gonna be one of the tallest freshmen at BP... didn't go on AIM from worryingness or something? Saturday:: didn't go on AIM from worryingness or something? Sunday:: didn't go on AIM from worryingness or something? Monday:: went to Swansea got new pants, went other places.. etc. didn't go on AIM from worryingness or something? Tuesday:: went on AIM but was invisble and repeat these steps until Thursday? I think?? I dunno.. yep. that's all I guess whatever.. Current Mood: blah Current Music: So Cold -- Breaking Benjamin (Comment on this)
Saturday, July 22nd, 2006
10:03 pm	why the fuck do i do these fucking things ive got fucking tears and spit and muucus or however the fuck you spell it all down my fucking face and its so grosss and i just cant stop fucking crying i hat emyself i need fucking help im so fucking selfish an d i know this is never gonna make me feel any fucking better but i keep doing it anyway and i cant fucking breath right now (Comment on this)
9:48 pm	whatthefuckiswrongwithme okay... so... basically I'm super fucked up and I messed with a kid and he's matt's friend now and omfg omfgomfgomfgomfg I want to die so bad and I cant stop myself from doing it because i just cant and im crying because im such afucking bitch and i know i dont bleieeve in you god but please fucking help me and omf i just hate myself so much i can't even typ ebecause my eye somadlasjdlasasjkl just fucking kill me (Comment on this)
Sunday, July 16th, 2006
11:17 am	o___________o Um. Well. Let's first start off with what happened last night. At around 4:30 we left the house to go pick up my aunt Amy and then we went to New Bedford to pick up my aunt Jeri. My mom was soooo excited to finally get the three of them together to go see Aunt Mirrrrium? I dunno how the hell to spell her name. Anyways, we all went to Friendly's in Wareham and junk, then afterwords we went to see the trailer home she plans on buying because she lives in Florida and hates it there and all of her family lives up here. Then we went to Uncle Dave's (he's Aunt Mirium's [blah] ex husband or something like that but that's who she stays with when she comes up here O.O) annnd while we were there all of my aunts started obsessing over Matthew McConehayyyyyyy and I know that's not how you spell his name, but I don't remember how and frankly, I don't give a damn. o_o Um. Wow. SO ANYWAYS! Then we went outside and my cousin Dennis came over because Aunt Mirrrriiuummmm (SHUT UP!) insisted that we stay to talk to him and Aunt Amy had to go pee really bad (she's like the only aunt I don't have a problem being alone with and talking to because I've seen her a lot in my life... spent every Christmas at her house and etc.....) so I got in the truck to talk to her and yeah... but she wouldn't use Uncle Dave's XDDD.... OH! So before Dennis came over, Aunt Mirrriuakdjaskd92734ajk told my mom where Dennis's ex wife and son, Dylan, live and it turns out, he lives in the house that I saw two guys outside of one day and thought they were pretty hot, so I guess I think my fucking cousin is hot? O__________________O Um. Yeah. Anyways... not only that, but he's the same age and etc. so he might be going to BP too, that would be neat. o_o I've never even met him (and I prefer to know my family if you're gonna talk about them all the time when you're around me) annnd yeah. So Dennis came and my mom told him I thought Dylan was hot or something like that and he thought it was funnyyyy and I was super embarrassed and yeah. FUCKING PITTSLEYS! O_O; You never mind that statement! Oh, and then after all that shindignessstuff and junk, we went to bring Aunt Jeri home and stuff and while we were there, Aunt Amy had to piss REALLY BAD and it was sooooo funny because she has a MS or something, so her legs are kind of bad so she has a hard time going up stairs sometimes and junk and so my mom wanted to go behind her and Aunt Amy was like "no no no, I'll slow you down, you go ahead" and etc. and a bunch of other things were said and we all started cracking up soooooooo hard because she really needed to piss and she was all like having a hard time trying to get up the stairs so we were all laughing at that and yaddayadda she practically ran to the bathroom when we got to Aunt Jeri's apartment. OH! And my cousin Wanda, one of Aunt Jeri's daughters, is getting married... I've never even met her before I don't think (except for when I was little, but then again who the fuck hasn't seen me when i was little?) annnd yaddayaddayadda. So there was this back massager thingy Aunt Jeri had and Aunt Amy sat in it when she was done in the bathroom and so we went to tour her apartment (which is a lot like her old one, but it's still super nice) and while we were in her bedroom, I heard Aunt Amy talking to herself so I walked back out in case she was talking to one of us and she said "oh my god, it's a good thing I did this after I went pee" XDDDDDDDD it was so friggin funny, but I loves me Aunt Amy ^_^ so thennnnnnnnnnnnnn it was like almost 9:00 and my mom promised Aunt Amy she'd be home before then, but oh well. We had an awesome time. Then last night on the way home we got ice cream from the Star Drive-In <3 and we went to Blockbuster and got The Omen (which is soooo not scary, I was laughing throught the whole fucking thing), Sahara, and The Libertine... also we got purple and green caulyflower? And I dunno how to spell that but whatever. Now for the present. I've been typing this for about 15 minutes now O_O and my mom is watching the Libertine which is all sex-ified and it's embarrassing because she's my 44 year old mother watching a movie with Johnny Depp who she's more obsessed with than I am and the first few sentences of the damn movie were about him fucking both males and females. O_O AND BRB BATHROOM! OKAY! So. Yeah. Now tonight I have to cut the fucking grass because IIIIIIIIIIIIII rented THREE DVDs, two of which I don't even want to see. GO FUCKING FIGURE. It's the yard to her house which I hate and make sure I tell her that every chance I get, so she can cut the damn grass since I don't get money for it or anything. She can 'his' my ass. RIGHT KATY!? XD Okay wow I'm done. Current Mood: calm Current Music: The sound of The Libertine in the living room o_O (Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 4th, 2006
5:25 pm	Yay I was camping from Friday until this morning. :D It was awesome seeing D.J. again... he got fat. >_> Hehe. ^^ It was fun insulting him. :D Ohohoh. Annnd since Zach got caught smoking pot (yay rhyming) D.J.'s friend Aaron came instead. >_> And he's fun. And hot. >_> Kind of. I dunno... he's like that kid Alex, there's something about him. XD Yeah, I have weird reasons for liking people. Anyways. :O I'll be going camping again Labor Day weekend and it's gonna suck super hard if Aaron can't get his aunt to bring them or something because I'll be stuck all alone with Nicole and that's just horrible. >_____> She is the most annoying teenage girl I have ever met. Seriously. All she ever talked about was how she broke up with all of her ex boyfriends and crap. Plus she's fat. :D Not my kind of fat... I mean... she's short and fat. XD I'm big-boned. ;D Yay for lots of faces. Ohohoh. And guess what else. Um. Oh. Yeah. Cousin. Mine... Colby! Him! He got a mohawk. And he's a ladies' man. And he wears Axe. And he's only like 12... yeeeeaaahhh.... But he's awesome, I love my wittle cousin. :D Hmm... hmmmmmmmmmmmmm... HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMm... HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM MMM MM MMMMMMM. Skittles. XD Ha. Assway. Haaaaaaaa. Wow, I'm a loser. I should die. Kill me. Now. LET'S GO! Oh. Hey why do i keep pressing enter? um oh so er so much for writing all crorrecttikyly KATY! FUCKKKJHAJKSH! okay. So Katy just signed on. Yeah. OH! YEAH! MY MOM! She was all freaking out because Nicole stopped hanging with us (yay) and I was the only girl... so it was like 2 dudes and me... >_> and yeah. She got worried, lmao... dude... I don't even like fricken swimming in public... what makes her think I'm gonna start screwing around with guys? lmfaoooo Yeahhhh. This is a super long entry. Oh and hey. I got sick. SO I came home early. Doesn't matter anyway, they had to go to Six Flags today. =[ Ah well. And Aaron touched my hand. lmfaooooo XDDDDDDD Yeah so bye. :D Current Mood: crazy Current Music: none! (Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 28th, 2006
1:39 pm	I am so fucked up. Current Mood: frustrated Current Music: 30 Seconds to Mars- The Kill (Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 21st, 2006
9:46 pm	Ha. So. Today, I graduated from 8th grade. Then my mom took me to Plymouth to eat lunch and junk. Then, we went to the mall and got me shorts... er... capris for the summer and stuff. On our way out of the mall, we saw an electric guitar on sale. So my mom bought just because it was on sale and because i USED to want a guitar pretty bad. Oh, and before that, when we were at Torrid my mom screwed up and put the thing on the wrong credit card and was super pissed off... so that pretty much ruined my whole awesome day. She kept bitching at ME because I was being super omgshutthefuckup-ish and said every time she buys me something big, I get like that.. the only reason I fucking get that way is because she always finds away to ruin EVERYthing. Anyways. We went home and I tried playing my guitar but I'm so confused with it because I don't know how to tune it, so if someone would like to help me, please do. Then at 6:30 I went to the semi-formal crap... danced a little bit and then halfway through I decided to say hi to Harleigh, and he didn't even look at me. That realllyyyyy hurt. Annnd for the rest of the night he didn't even acknowledge me because of fucking Ashleigh, I bet. THEN! when it was time to go home, I asked mom if she could drop Heidi off and she got all bitchy at me because she hates the place where Heidi lives and she made Heidi get someone to come out and pick her up. Oh and it turns out I might not get a ride home from water whizz tomorrow because, well, I'm not Sarah's best friend. =] How was your day? Current Mood: crushed, piss off... etc. Current Music: silence. (6 Comments |Comment on this)
7:02 am	Heyyy So I'm about to graduate from Mulcahey Middle School. Neat, huh? Not really. That's all I guess. Bye. >_>; Current Mood: nervous Current Music: Flee the Seen-- Do You Think Dallas is Still in the Slammer? (Comment on this)
Saturday, June 10th, 2006
1:25 am	So hey! Last Friday, Odesys or however you spell his name Rivera, or "PoPo"... fuckin' weird ass name to call someone... was hit by a car or whatever on purpose. I honestly don't give a fuck but to seem nice I don't tell people that. ;D Ha, I didn't even know him and he made fun of me once so whatever. Uhhh, let's see... I'm gonna be graduating from 8th grade on June 21... or whatever. Then we go to Water Whizz on June 22 and that's the end of school for the summer. Byebye algebra and icky Ms. Weatherby, hello staying up until 2 AM talking to Matt and Katy. :D Can't wait! Annnnnd I... I... I forgot what i was gonna say. -.-; Shit. Um, well, I'm tired so I'm gonna go to bed soon... G'night. p.s. Sorry Matt for talking a lot just now. XD XcaricaturePANIC (1:29:49 AM): lol XcaricaturePANIC (1:29:50 AM): yeah XcaricaturePANIC (1:30:07 AM): I've always been kind of the outcast even when I liked the cool music and junk like that XcaricaturePANIC (1:30:54 AM): like in elementary school I made friends with this chick Alyson WHO STOLE ALL MY FUCKING YU-GI-OH CARDS IN FIFTH GRADE! and she was friends with the popular chick so I was always trying to hang with them, yo and she was like uh no. XcaricaturePANIC (1:31:01 AM): and Alyson was more of a loser than me XD XcaricaturePANIC (1:31:16 AM): meh... once a loser, always a loser lol XcaricaturePANIC (1:31:26 AM): I've always been fat and ugly XD XcaricaturePANIC (1:31:47 AM): EXCEPT! in that picture on the wall over there... I'll take a picture of it someday XcaricaturePANIC (1:31:53 AM): I was like 3 but it was so cuuuute lol XcaricaturePANIC (1:31:56 AM): sorry :-X Current Mood: drained Current Music: Tortures of the Damned-- Bayside (Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 31st, 2006
3:24 pm	So hi. I have an F in Math because I don't do my homework at all. :) It's great. Also, Ashleigh broke up with Harleigh. XD Yeaaah now that I barely like him anymore like that lol. And I'm apparently a cradle robber ? o.O; Oh yeah, and I'm not talking to Matt because he made me cry. >_< Looolllll. Drugs are yuck. ;-; Annnd I just added more to my story, like a sentence or two. I still need help from you, Katy!! >=\ Huh... I think I'll go play TS2 Nightlife. Oh and i also made my friend Dan horny because I was sucking on a lollipop and apparently it was sexy. o.o; The end. Current Mood: crappy Current Music: Flyleaf-- There For You (Comment on this)