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Sunday, May 28th, 2006
7:15 pm	I'm gonna kill myself. XD not really, but if I were, these would be the reasons. 1. everyone thinks they're emo 2. emo has become a fashion statement, I style of music, and a way of life when really it's just a feeling 3. all the people that say they are emo listen to fucking rap and shit, they make me want to slit my own wrists... seriously -.- 4. I hate people 5. everyone in this world is retarded 6. I hate people again 7. every chick that claims themselves to be emo thinks that every guy with that 'emo' hair cut is so toe-tally hot. seriously, a lot of the real kids that are the real EMO (as in emotional) are friggin fat and ugly and losers. you just don't realize it because they don't follow the trend that became popular because of FUCKING MYSPACE. The only reason I actually have one is because I have a few people on there who I talk to because they won't get aim or MSN, lol and that shall be the end of my rant for today. off to post this in my livejournal, which is also cliched, but I only have it because I want to remember some things. -.- Current Mood: cranky Current Music: None right now... NASCAR on TV... (Comment on this)
Friday, May 26th, 2006
2:46 pm	Wow. O_O It's been so long since I updated, heh. :D So here's the deal, my Internet was down for like two days.. so I reinstalled The Sims 2 during the first day and was playing that a lot for like a week. And then Saturday I got The Sims 2 Nightlife and so I was playing that a lot for this whole week. There's not really much else to say... so I'm gonna go play TS2 Nightlife now, lol. Bye. >_> Current Mood: gloomy Current Music: Thursday-- Between Rupture and Rapture (Comment on this)
Thursday, May 11th, 2006
9:08 pm	I hate everyone I hate people. -.- Lol... I need my fucking Matthew right now to tell him all the shit that's happened. So, this morning I got to school and I was all cheerful like usual, then I turn to my right and notice Hayley stand there with Ashleigh. Then I though wtf is she here fer, ho. Sooo, Hayley randomly blurts out (mind you, I've only been here for about a minute) "OH! So did I tell you guys!? Ashliegh's going out with Harleigh!" and then she turns to her and says "GOOD JOB!" funny how she decided to mention it when I got there. =D God I hate people, seriously. This is why I choose to not have any friends. Anyways my buddy Mike or whatever his name is was being dumb and IM Harleigh and junk. That was funny man. XD So yeah, that's all... too pissed to say anything else. I'll leave you with something that just ticked me off a little more for the day... XcaricaturePANIC (9:02:18 PM): lmao Matt's so awesome Twistedkiller3 (9:03:55 PM): thats what i think about ashleigh to XcaricaturePANIC (9:04:03 PM): wtf? XcaricaturePANIC (9:04:07 PM): that was random lol XcaricaturePANIC (9:04:08 PM): ew XcaricaturePANIC (9:04:23 PM): are you gonna get all lovey dovey on me and start talking about her 24/7? XcaricaturePANIC (9:04:31 PM): because seriously that's just sick lol Twistedkiller3 (9:04:34 PM): ill try not ok Twistedkiller3 (9:04:36 PM): lol XcaricaturePANIC (9:04:39 PM): fucker -.- the ass... OH! and not to mention I finally got the guts to tell him myself that I liked him last night... yeah pretty great day. =] Current Mood: crushed Current Music: Flyleaf-- Perfect (Comment on this)
Sunday, May 7th, 2006
7:06 pm	Whee. Just came home from being out all day... lol. At 3 I went to Christine's birthday party. It was fun. I love laser tag just because of it. XD My mom made me leave at 4:30... she's such a grr sometimes. Then we found out my godmother is in a nursing home. We spent half an hour looking for the damn place... when we finally got there, she was shocked to see us and started crying. I was about to cry, by tried not to. You *know* I'll be crying tonight, though. Blah blah blah. Now I'm home and talking to Harleigh. =D Yippee! Current Mood: exhausted Current Music: none (Comment on this)
Saturday, May 6th, 2006
11:07 pm	wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee So hyper. So today, I got up at the normal time I do on school days (like 6 or whatever) so I could be at BP by 7:45 to take the test. As soon as I got there I saw my cousin Nicole, yay. I saw a bunch of people, too. Tabitha, that Raymond kid, that Angel kid lol... er annd Tanya, annnd HARLEIGH! *squeak* Um yeah... he was there. But he didn't see me because 1. I was on my cell phone and my hand was kind of in my face 2. He always has his head down 3. He was talking to a bunch of people sort of as he walked And then I was standing next to him outside and he didn't notice me i guess, lol. ;-; I was sad like all day. THEN! We (my mom and I) saw him riding his bike with his friends near the dollar store, so I made her go in so we could get something... and although Matt pretty much stared at me the whole time, Harleigh kept his head down. And I'm pretty sure he knew I was there because Matt said something to him and he nodded his head. And sooooo, I emailed him telling him I wouldn't talk to him until he apologized. It was funneh. When I came online he immediately IMed me... here's the convo because I'm too emo to type. :D And yes, it's the ENTIRE convo. XD Twistedkiller3 (8:36:34 PM): im sorry XcaricaturePANIC (8:36:40 PM): lol you better be XcaricaturePANIC (8:36:41 PM): XD Twistedkiller3 (8:36:51 PM): was that your mom? XcaricaturePANIC (8:36:55 PM): yep Twistedkiller3 (8:36:59 PM): cool XcaricaturePANIC (8:37:02 PM): lol I guess XcaricaturePANIC (8:37:12 PM): I saw you at BP and was gonna wave but you didn't look up at me or anything... so Ididn't XcaricaturePANIC (8:37:19 PM): and then I saw you outside of the dollar store XcaricaturePANIC (8:37:23 PM): and you didn't look then either XcaricaturePANIC (8:37:32 PM): but Matt was like staring the whole time and I was all like ASS. XcaricaturePANIC (8:37:39 PM): :-( Twistedkiller3 (8:37:54 PM): i didnt even see u at BP Twistedkiller3 (8:38:04 PM): i was talking to jason XcaricaturePANIC (8:38:08 PM): lol you passed me and then when we went outside I was standing right next to you XD Twistedkiller3 (8:38:27 PM): wow i must not pay attention XcaricaturePANIC (8:38:34 PM): nope lol Twistedkiller3 (8:38:34 PM): sorry :'( XcaricaturePANIC (8:38:40 PM): lol XcaricaturePANIC (8:38:44 PM): it's okay XcaricaturePANIC (8:38:52 PM): but did you know I was there at the dollar store? Twistedkiller3 (8:39:22 PM): yeah i didnt know if u wanted me to wave or anything because your mom was there XcaricaturePANIC (8:39:26 PM): XD XcaricaturePANIC (8:39:30 PM): why? lmao Twistedkiller3 (8:39:38 PM): i dunno XcaricaturePANIC (8:39:43 PM): lol freak XcaricaturePANIC (8:39:59 PM): she thought you were an asshole because you didn't say anything or... anything and stuff lol Twistedkiller3 (8:40:08 PM): i was buying water ballons at the dollar store XcaricaturePANIC (8:40:12 PM): =-Ohot XcaricaturePANIC (8:40:32 PM): I had to buy a bag for Christine's birthday present Twistedkiller3 (8:40:43 PM): then we went to mcdonalds Twistedkiller3 (8:40:45 PM): cool XcaricaturePANIC (8:40:51 PM): that's what my mom thought XcaricaturePANIC (8:40:58 PM): and I was like ew no if he did I'll kill him XcaricaturePANIC (8:41:01 PM): and so now I must kill you XcaricaturePANIC (8:41:04 PM): :-D Twistedkiller3 (8:41:12 PM): well matt wanted fries XcaricaturePANIC (8:41:14 PM): lol XcaricaturePANIC (8:41:18 PM): fattyfatfatty XcaricaturePANIC (8:41:31 PM): have you seen Wolf Creek? Twistedkiller3 (8:41:36 PM): nope XcaricaturePANIC (8:41:39 PM): it gud. XcaricaturePANIC (8:41:41 PM): lol XcaricaturePANIC (8:42:02 PM): it's based on a true story about this psycho killer dude in Austrailia who hates tourists XcaricaturePANIC (8:42:02 PM): D XcaricaturePANIC (8:42:04 PM): xD* Twistedkiller3 (8:42:11 PM): cool XcaricaturePANIC (8:42:13 PM): yupyup XcaricaturePANIC (8:42:21 PM): chicken XcaricaturePANIC (8:42:22 PM): so XcaricaturePANIC (8:42:24 PM): how was the test? Twistedkiller3 (8:42:42 PM): it was easy XcaricaturePANIC (8:43:04 PM): yeah I thought so too, except on the fraction parts... I guessed on almost all of them :-\ Twistedkiller3 (8:43:20 PM): i did bad on the spelling XcaricaturePANIC (8:43:23 PM): lmao XcaricaturePANIC (8:43:34 PM): seriously? >_< Twistedkiller3 (8:43:45 PM): well i got like 1 or 2 wrong XcaricaturePANIC (8:43:52 PM): oh lol XcaricaturePANIC (8:43:59 PM): me too probably Twistedkiller3 (8:44:07 PM): i only got like 4 or 5 wrong all together XcaricaturePANIC (8:44:12 PM): yeah XcaricaturePANIC (8:44:14 PM): >_> I dunno XcaricaturePANIC (8:44:20 PM): I cut the grass today, it was fun Twistedkiller3 (8:44:35 PM): cool XcaricaturePANIC (8:44:39 PM): not really >.< XcaricaturePANIC (8:44:56 PM): whee. Twistedkiller3 (8:45:07 PM): i played outside for 5 1/2 hours XcaricaturePANIC (8:45:10 PM): yeah XcaricaturePANIC (8:45:13 PM): it was nice out XcaricaturePANIC (8:45:21 PM): :-( I wish I could have played outside XD XcaricaturePANIC (8:45:45 PM): hey didn't you say you wouldn't come on AIM unless you were on Habbo? Twistedkiller3 (8:46:05 PM): i got off of habbo like a little while ago XcaricaturePANIC (8:46:11 PM): yeah XcaricaturePANIC (8:46:15 PM): so why are you still on AIM? Twistedkiller3 (8:46:20 PM): dunno XcaricaturePANIC (8:46:23 PM): lol XcaricaturePANIC (8:46:29 PM): mooooooooooooooooo XcaricaturePANIC (8:46:33 PM): anyone else on? Twistedkiller3 (8:46:41 PM): im reading my book for the book report XcaricaturePANIC (8:46:48 PM): =-OOH FUCK. Twistedkiller3 (8:46:53 PM): no people might be on later though XcaricaturePANIC (8:46:59 PM): I was gonna do that this weekend but I have no time XD XcaricaturePANIC (8:47:21 PM): I'll need to do it like on Wednesday I guess.. -.- Twistedkiller3 (8:47:27 PM): k XcaricaturePANIC (8:47:28 PM): hooray for last minute projects! XcaricaturePANIC (8:48:01 PM): :-)heh who did you think my mom was anyway? XD Twistedkiller3 (8:48:15 PM): i dunno XcaricaturePANIC (8:48:22 PM): freeeeak. Twistedkiller3 (8:48:49 PM): i had wendys for lunch Twistedkiller3 (8:48:56 PM): i saw shelly there XcaricaturePANIC (8:49:05 PM): =-OI had IHOP pancakes and bacon and eggs lol XcaricaturePANIC (8:49:08 PM): cool XcaricaturePANIC (8:49:36 PM): haha XcaricaturePANIC (8:49:39 PM): bacon >_< Twistedkiller3 (8:49:52 PM): i had bacon on my burger XcaricaturePANIC (8:50:02 PM): :-)that's pretty yum.. and neat XcaricaturePANIC (8:50:04 PM): lmao XcaricaturePANIC (8:50:23 PM): I was supposed to get off of here like 10 minutes ago after you said sorry... lol Twistedkiller3 (8:50:24 PM): brb XcaricaturePANIC (8:50:26 PM): okay Twistedkiller3 (8:51:39 PM): y did u saty on if u had to go Twistedkiller3 (8:51:44 PM): stay* XcaricaturePANIC (8:51:51 PM): lol because I forgot I was supposed to Twistedkiller3 (8:51:59 PM): oh XcaricaturePANIC (8:52:00 PM): but my mom hasn't told me to get off yet, so it's allll gooood Twistedkiller3 (8:52:08 PM): lol XcaricaturePANIC (8:52:18 PM): she wanted to come on to tell her friend in Australia how the movie was Twistedkiller3 (8:52:40 PM): my finger is still hurting from school XcaricaturePANIC (8:52:44 PM): oh XcaricaturePANIC (8:52:44 PM): yeah XcaricaturePANIC (8:52:46 PM): heidi told me XcaricaturePANIC (8:52:52 PM): you never told me, but Heidi did XcaricaturePANIC (8:52:53 PM): lmao Twistedkiller3 (8:53:18 PM): blood was going all down my finger Twistedkiller3 (8:53:20 PM): lol XcaricaturePANIC (8:53:24 PM): =-O XcaricaturePANIC (8:53:27 PM): =-O XcaricaturePANIC (8:53:28 PM): =-O XcaricaturePANIC (8:53:30 PM): yummy :-) XcaricaturePANIC (8:53:46 PM): what happened anyway? all she said was that you hurt your finger on the locker... or something XD Twistedkiller3 (8:54:48 PM): yeah i went to open my locker and it was jammed and i pulled it up fast and hard at a angle so i just my finger on one side XcaricaturePANIC (8:55:10 PM): you justed your finger? XD XcaricaturePANIC (8:55:27 PM): so i just my finger on one side Twistedkiller3 (8:55:28 PM): i mean i cut it on one side XcaricaturePANIC (8:55:29 PM): looole XcaricaturePANIC (8:55:31 PM): :-) fun XcaricaturePANIC (8:55:34 PM): you okay? Twistedkiller3 (8:55:45 PM): it still stings XcaricaturePANIC (8:55:53 PM): put a bandaid on it or some shit Twistedkiller3 (8:55:58 PM): nope XcaricaturePANIC (8:56:06 PM): lol ew no not shit... put neosporin crap on it XcaricaturePANIC (8:56:08 PM): ... XcaricaturePANIC (8:56:09 PM): why not? Twistedkiller3 (8:56:17 PM): i dont feel like it XcaricaturePANIC (8:56:20 PM): lol Twistedkiller3 (8:56:47 PM): at school i tried to wipe up the blood with a french frie Twistedkiller3 (8:56:53 PM): lol XcaricaturePANIC (8:56:58 PM): ... XcaricaturePANIC (8:57:00 PM): you freak XD Twistedkiller3 (8:57:26 PM): it hurt though because there was salt on the french frie XcaricaturePANIC (8:57:30 PM): duh XcaricaturePANIC (8:57:31 PM): -.- XcaricaturePANIC (8:57:56 PM): blood tastes just fine without fries :-( XcaricaturePANIC (8:58:03 PM): *thumbs up* ;-) XcaricaturePANIC (8:58:04 PM): lol Twistedkiller3 (8:58:19 PM): lol XcaricaturePANIC (8:58:29 PM): :-)chicken XcaricaturePANIC (8:58:47 PM): omfg. XcaricaturePANIC (8:59:10 PM): hey Twistedkiller3 (8:59:20 PM): hey what? XcaricaturePANIC (8:59:28 PM): at your elementary school and junk did you know a kid named Shawn who was obsessed with Sum 41? Twistedkiller3 (8:59:38 PM): no XcaricaturePANIC (8:59:40 PM): ...or Sean, I don't remember how he spelled it XcaricaturePANIC (8:59:44 PM): okay, lol never mind then Twistedkiller3 (8:59:47 PM): no XcaricaturePANIC (8:59:54 PM): ggrrrrr brb Twistedkiller3 (9:00:24 PM): u and me at bp were the only wierd ones there XcaricaturePANIC (9:00:39 PM): back XcaricaturePANIC (9:00:41 PM): yeah XcaricaturePANIC (9:00:42 PM): sort of XcaricaturePANIC (9:01:16 PM): there was this kid Ray that I knew from Leddy that my friend Kayla (that new girl at school... the really fat one) she told me he's all goth or whatever now Twistedkiller3 (9:01:31 PM): cool XcaricaturePANIC (9:01:33 PM): annnd this other chick with blonde hair was there, but she looked like a retard lol Twistedkiller3 (9:01:48 PM): oh i saw her XcaricaturePANIC (9:01:52 PM): yeah XcaricaturePANIC (9:02:03 PM): she's a fricken retard Twistedkiller3 (9:02:20 PM): i had taco bell on friday XcaricaturePANIC (9:02:25 PM): I've seen her on mySpace or whatever XcaricaturePANIC (9:02:26 PM): OMFG XcaricaturePANIC (9:02:27 PM): ME TOO XcaricaturePANIC (9:02:33 PM): OMFG XcaricaturePANIC (9:02:35 PM): ...me too XcaricaturePANIC (9:02:35 PM): XD Twistedkiller3 (9:02:38 PM): and i saw mission impossible 3 XcaricaturePANIC (9:02:45 PM): how was it? Twistedkiller3 (9:02:53 PM): it was okay XcaricaturePANIC (9:02:58 PM): okay... lol Twistedkiller3 (9:03:13 PM): im a zombie movie person XcaricaturePANIC (9:03:38 PM): we went to my aunt's to get the steering wheel thing fixed, and it turns out we need an entire new steering thing... like the whole front of the car needs to be changed XD XcaricaturePANIC (9:03:42 PM): yeah I like zombies XcaricaturePANIC (9:03:50 PM): but Wolf Creek was an awesome movie lol XcaricaturePANIC (9:03:59 PM): ANYWAYS Twistedkiller3 (9:04:20 PM): i want to see the movie "see no evil" XcaricaturePANIC (9:04:33 PM): after that my mom got pissed off because the warranty on the truck is expired, so then we went to THS to see my skull on display...and before that we went to taco bell XcaricaturePANIC (9:04:35 PM): OH XcaricaturePANIC (9:04:37 PM): me too XcaricaturePANIC (9:04:48 PM): and there's this other movie that looks good... it's called Pulse I think Twistedkiller3 (9:05:14 PM): i was going to go see iceage 2 XcaricaturePANIC (9:05:26 PM): it's like about these friends of people who supposedly killed themselves, or something like that... but then they get all kinds of emails and junk and it's weird but looks cool XcaricaturePANIC (9:05:27 PM): ... XcaricaturePANIC (9:05:46 PM): lol wow XD I don't really like funny movies anymore, I've become a scary movie fanatic Twistedkiller3 (9:06:04 PM): i was going to go with my friends from school XcaricaturePANIC (9:06:12 PM): lol Twistedkiller3 (9:06:26 PM): but i dont feel like it XcaricaturePANIC (9:06:38 PM): I've only gone to see a movie with my friend once... like with no parents and junk and that was to see the Ringer Twistedkiller3 (9:06:55 PM): i go with my friends alot XcaricaturePANIC (9:06:59 PM): lucky XcaricaturePANIC (9:07:14 PM): I don't have anyone to go with but my mom XD Twistedkiller3 (9:07:19 PM): but i go with my dad every friday alot of the time nick comes to XcaricaturePANIC (9:07:25 PM): oh cools XcaricaturePANIC (9:07:41 PM): yeah I go with my mom every other friday because we need to deliver Avon and junk... >_< XcaricaturePANIC (9:08:02 PM): Avon = lame-ass makeup company shit that my mom does for extra money Twistedkiller3 (9:08:20 PM): oh XcaricaturePANIC (9:08:30 PM): chicken XcaricaturePANIC (9:08:32 PM): yep lol XcaricaturePANIC (9:08:55 PM): so Twistedkiller3 (9:08:59 PM): im hungry Twistedkiller3 (9:09:05 PM): :'( XcaricaturePANIC (9:09:10 PM): go get something ot eat o_O XcaricaturePANIC (9:09:11 PM): to* XcaricaturePANIC (9:09:18 PM): lol duuhhhh silly boy :-) Twistedkiller3 (9:09:24 PM): im gunna go make asandwhich XcaricaturePANIC (9:09:28 PM): ... XcaricaturePANIC (9:09:34 PM): whoa, typo alert o_O XcaricaturePANIC (9:09:46 PM): sammich. ha Twistedkiller3 (9:09:58 PM): lol Twistedkiller3 (9:10:14 PM): im to lazy to go make a sandwhich XcaricaturePANIC (9:10:19 PM): lmao XcaricaturePANIC (9:10:33 PM): wow >_< XcaricaturePANIC (9:10:53 PM): have you ever been camping? Twistedkiller3 (9:10:59 PM): yep XcaricaturePANIC (9:11:01 PM): :O XcaricaturePANIC (9:11:02 PM): me too XcaricaturePANIC (9:11:30 PM): I went last year and I'll be going again this year (maybe) the weekend of my birthday and stuff... before the 4th of July XcaricaturePANIC (9:11:34 PM): ish funnn :-) Twistedkiller3 (9:11:54 PM): my knees are all burned from my friends trampoline XcaricaturePANIC (9:12:02 PM): =-Oyou poor thing XcaricaturePANIC (9:12:22 PM): "I'd hug you but I don't want to get pregnant"... ahahaha good times, good times XcaricaturePANIC (9:12:39 PM): Health used to be fun XcaricaturePANIC (9:12:43 PM): now it's just stupid -.- XcaricaturePANIC (9:12:47 PM): too much sex talk lol XcaricaturePANIC (9:13:12 PM): gawd. Twistedkiller3 (9:13:27 PM): i was jumping off his slide thing onto the trampoline and i got double bounced and i did a flip and hit the bar and almost flew off XcaricaturePANIC (9:13:37 PM): =-Onice XcaricaturePANIC (9:13:47 PM): you okay? lol Twistedkiller3 (9:14:11 PM): yeah my knees are skun up a little but nothing bad XcaricaturePANIC (9:14:24 PM): :-)yays Twistedkiller3 (9:14:39 PM): i never knew u cared so much Twistedkiller3 (9:14:42 PM): lol XcaricaturePANIC (9:14:47 PM): :-[shut upppppp Twistedkiller3 (9:15:00 PM): :-P XcaricaturePANIC (9:15:06 PM): lame-o XcaricaturePANIC (9:15:25 PM): rawr Twistedkiller3 (9:15:38 PM): im gunna play football tomarrow XcaricaturePANIC (9:15:41 PM): hot XcaricaturePANIC (9:15:49 PM): I don't like football Twistedkiller3 (9:15:51 PM): and my friends are suppose to come down from school XcaricaturePANIC (9:15:56 PM): it's fun to watch >_> Twistedkiller3 (9:16:00 PM): i do XcaricaturePANIC (9:16:06 PM): I know you do XcaricaturePANIC (9:16:07 PM): lol Twistedkiller3 (9:16:28 PM): i cant wait till i get to try out for bps football team XcaricaturePANIC (9:16:31 PM): my mom likes to watch the super bowl XcaricaturePANIC (9:16:33 PM): oh XcaricaturePANIC (9:16:34 PM): lol XcaricaturePANIC (9:16:35 PM): >_< XcaricaturePANIC (9:16:41 PM): wow that will be funny for me Twistedkiller3 (9:16:47 PM): y? XcaricaturePANIC (9:17:05 PM): because I'll be like OMFG. MY FRIEND IS ON THE FOOTBALL TEAM. yay go team *cheer* XcaricaturePANIC (9:17:05 PM): XD XcaricaturePANIC (9:17:14 PM): I should be a cheerleader just for that lol XcaricaturePANIC (9:17:20 PM): (fuck no) Twistedkiller3 (9:17:21 PM): lol XcaricaturePANIC (9:17:21 PM): :-) Twistedkiller3 (9:17:49 PM): all my friends are going to try out to XcaricaturePANIC (9:17:56 PM): funfunfun XcaricaturePANIC (9:18:14 PM): all of my friends... uh... oh wait none of my friends are going except you! ha funny stuff Twistedkiller3 (9:19:18 PM): ok i gotta go i guess XcaricaturePANIC (9:19:21 PM): why? Twistedkiller3 (9:19:27 PM): i feel like it XcaricaturePANIC (9:19:30 PM): ... XcaricaturePANIC (9:19:35 PM): sorry for boring you lol Twistedkiller3 (9:19:43 PM): no im not bored XcaricaturePANIC (9:19:46 PM): oh okay >_> XcaricaturePANIC (9:19:52 PM): gonna go watch porn, RIGHT!? Twistedkiller3 (9:19:58 PM): nope XcaricaturePANIC (9:20:02 PM): yeah okay ;-) Twistedkiller3 (9:20:09 PM): u wish i did Twistedkiller3 (9:20:11 PM): lol XcaricaturePANIC (9:20:11 PM): lmao XcaricaturePANIC (9:20:13 PM): loser Twistedkiller3 (9:20:20 PM): ok bye XcaricaturePANIC (9:20:24 PM): see ya.. Twistedkiller3 signed off at 9:20:27 PM Yes, I'm very aware that I make it super obvious I like him, lol. Anyways Matt's being an asshole so... yeah. -.- I'm going to a birthday party tomorrow. Christine's. Yayayyyy. I also cut the grass today. It was fun. Oh and Wolf Creek is a great movie. I'm off to pretend I'm killing myself. XD Current Mood: crushed Current Music: Staaay with meee! (no, I'm leaving you for the circus) (Comment on this)
Thursday, May 4th, 2006
4:24 pm	Hiiii Ha, I've been so busy with KH2, I forget to update. Um, let's see... yesterday Heidi wasn't at school so I was super bored and I had no one to talk to but Harleigh. And Christine, but she doesn't count. I'm going to her birthday party on Sunday, yay. Haven't been to one of those since like two years ago. Annnd it's gonna be lazertag-ness... which is cool. And I talked to Jack yesterday. Which was awesome, lol. He's so fun. XD CHICKEN! And right now I'm talking to Matt. Yay. CHICKEN! Ha. Anyways, um... bye. Current Mood: CHICKEN. Current Music: Kill Hannah-- Kennedy (Comment on this)
Sunday, April 30th, 2006
1:31 pm	Matt had this and I'm bored so uh here, Matt (only one reading) XD THE USUAL... Name: Rachel Age: 13 Birthdate: July 2 Zodiac Sign: Cancer Location: Dining room HA!... Massachusetts Nickname: Kiddo (well uh not really anymore...), 'Babe', bunch of things Jack calls me, Pork Chop (my mom is so dumb), Rach, yadda yadda yadda Hair Color: Natural is like brown wif red and blonde highlights, now it's like purple, pink, blonde, brown, red, orange, white... O_O Eye Color: Hazel-ish Piercings: Ears Tattoos: Um no THE LOOKS... Freckles: yupyup some Wavy/Straight/Curly Hair: straight and wavyness where I put it behind my ears Hair length: like almost at my shoulders Color of nails: normalish THE RANDOM... Do you press down hard when you write? sometimes What is on your keychain? a Happy Bunny thing that says 'Not Listening', my house key, an Osbournes keychain I stole from some chick's desk in sixth grade, a Sketchers thing that I only put there because I could even though I hate Sketchers... ha, and umm a Ring 2 thingy... probably something else, too School: Mulcahey.. it's smelly, I'll so be at BP Car: uh my mom's red/ruby-ish 2003 Chevy S10 extended cab four door truck? HA. I know the full name because I'm awesome lol Have you ever worked for a resturaunt? uh no Do you have a pencil blister? sort of Do you have those little white marks under your nails? only like two Do you have long/short nails? hahaha... super long and gross :D What are you wearing right now? shorts, shoes, wristband, bracelet thingy, shirt, underwear, yaddayaddayadda lol What time is it? 1:44 PM Date: 4/30/06 Do you have a lucky number? not really Do you do drugs? nope Do you smoke? nope Do you drink? nope Do you have a CD burner? yep Who do you hate? uhhh a lot of people, lol Who hates you? again, a lot of people ^^ How many buddies are on your buddy list? 90 on my main buddy list O_O 86 of them I don't even talk to XD How many are online right now? 18 Which ones are you talking to? none What did you do yesterday? read my last journal entry, too much to put What did you do today? played KH2 What are you doing tomorrow? school What are you doing this weekend? ...'tards What did you do last weekend? yard work and stuff What are you gonna do when this is over? maybe check my mail and if no one's on by the time I'm done I'll play Maple Story THE RELATIONSHIPS OR LOVE Are you currently in love? um... no? Have you ever been in love? I don't know Your Crush: o.o' a certain someone with a multicolored mohawk ^______^ First Kiss: Tyler ;-; First Boyfriend/Girlfriend: um if you don't count that one-day thing with Dylan in kindergarten, then Andrew XD Is there anyone that you would date again? nope Do you believe in love at first sight? eh, I don't know THE LAST... Thing you ate: nutty bar Thing you drank: Pepsi Vanilla Kiss: er aunt Virginia I guess lol Talked to: muh mom or maybe Spike Dated: um I don't 'date', lmao but uhh I dunno, I guess Andrew's really the only actual boyfriend I've had so him? XD no one else is worth remembering Current Mood: O_O Current Music: TV again (Comment on this)
1:13 pm	Whoa, it's been a while lol I'm already neglecting this thing. -.- I am so not good with journals. Hmm... nothing too interesting has happened. On Thursday I think it was, I forgot to update... Friday night I was too tired by the time I got on here and last night I didn't get on here at all. I might not be able to go on the New York trip because Mr. Higgins said there's not enough people when I asked him about my mom chaperoning... and junk. Ha, I had Heidi come up to ask about it with me and Mr. Reid asked her if she wanted to go. :D He's gonna pay for her trip. Yay. Thheennnn later that night we went to deliver Avon stuff to my aunts and everyone else, then we had supper at the legion and on the way home we went to the mall to buy Kingdom Hearts 2. ^__________^ I was playing that until 11, came on here until 12 and couldn't stay awake anymore. Yesterday we went out with aunt Virginia to a Chinese restaraunt for her birthday... before that we went to the mall again and got the skirt I've wanted for a while, plus a new pair of Kik Girl pants. Yay. And my mom got this cool skull shirt and the red and black striped shirt *I* wanted, but was too big for me. Ha, sooo weird lol. At like 1:00 we went home, where I played KH2 for 5 hours until we left to go see James and The Giant Peach at BCC... it sucked. Really hard. XD Their attempts at singing were horrible. But it was better than staying home all day. Oh oh oh, we also went looking for pools, we even went to Walmart. O_O Yeah, crazy, I know lol. So today my aunt and cousin were supposed to come over so we could play their DVD thing of the wedding anniversary that won't work on their thing. Guess they're not coming. Ha I've been so obsessed with KH2, I don't even blink anymore. O_O Gah this is a really long entry... o_O That's all for now... Current Mood: O___O Current Music: None, just the sound of the TV (Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 25th, 2006
10:09 pm	Silly putty is fun. Haha. Today was fun. Report cards were given. I went from an F to an A in Science, and from a D to a C in Math. I'm so happy. :D Nothing else matters, lol. After school I had volley ball for the first time. That was fun, but I sort of sprained my arm or something because a vein... or something... hurts. Then I came home, ate junk food again like on Sunday and came online. Matt had crazy group therapy today with some spasmatic chick. o_O Lmao... yeah, I think I need therapy or something too. ;-; It sounds fun, and I dunno why, lol. I'm playing with sillyputty right now! :D Oh, and so anyways.. he sent me his picture that he drew of himself with muscles, then a real one of him covered in red scribbleness, and then another with purple blocks over his face. He's such a loser. I told him I wouldn't talk to him again, and so far I've succeeded. >=3 Bwahahaha. Anyways, I need to go bed or something because I'm hella tired. And bored. Because there's no Matthew. ;-; I miss him already, lmao. And I need Katy too. -.- Gah. And Jack. WHERE IS JACK!?!?!? Current Mood: crushed Current Music: Flee the Seen-- Do You Think Dallas is Still in the Slammer? (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, April 24th, 2006
9:32 pm	Oh em gee. Yeah so I've been all anti-everything for like an hour. XD I re-did my MySpace. Anti-MySpace/anti-emo everywhere you look. It's hilarious, but so so true. Today I was pretty loopy, at least in the morning I was. Towards the end of the day I was super tired and quiet. It was funny. Heidi gave me fudge that was pretty neat. I like fudge. When I came home from school, I actually did my homework. All of it, too. Well, almost. I didn't finish my science essay or my Math homework, but came pretty close to it. After that I talked to Katy for about an hour... that girl is crazy. Here's her poem she wrote for me...  Sleepless Sonata (5:58:14 PM): ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooh rachel you mean the world to me. you hold my hand while i go pee and youre just so great and fine and grand and you're the best person in all the land. You should pick me flowers one fine day and then we could run around and play. and id be your best friend you ever had and wed have a child and name it brad but brad would be an emo kid and hed shoot himself yeah he would he did. but wed grow old and still be best friends and now my poem comes to an end i lov eyou XD Yeah... that makes two poem-song-type-thingies that my friends made. Yay for me. I'm bored, but I don't want to go on Maple Story... and I have nothing else to do. -.- *sigh* Matt still hasn't added me on here. *cough* I'm gonna find something to read, or do... Oh there goes my mom bitching about something again. -.- Fucking idiot... Current Mood: annoyed Current Music: Flyleaf-- Broken Wings (Comment on this)
Sunday, April 23rd, 2006
10:14 pm	Blahhh. I woke up around 11, ate chips and Oreos all day, while sitting here at the computer. :D Too bad it's back to school tomorrow.  Alyssa, Kasey's cousin IMed me today. I told her how Kasey and I are no longer friends and told her everything about what happened after and she said she didn't really like Kasey anymore. Kind of funny how getting rid of a best friend and replacing it with a new boyfriend can change a person.  Today was okay I guess... next weekend I'm getting Kingdom Hearts 2. :D Yay. I talked to Harleigh today, again. He's finally on AIM. ^^ Heh, and everytime he says he has to go, he says something to start another conversation for five more minutes, then takes another five minutes to say bye. It's cute. ;D Anyone think he likes me? Meh, I dunno. Anyways, I'm tired and need to go to bed in 10 minutes for school tomorrow. -.- Yuck. Current Mood: thirsty Current Music: De'sole'-- Gossip (Comment on this)
Saturday, April 22nd, 2006
8:49 pm	[Insert witty subject here] So my life is hell. :) How's yours? To start off, my name's Rachel and I'm thirteen. That's enough for now I suppose. Today I went to the eye doctor to get my eyes checked, obviously. He said I don't need glasses, but rather should just try to handle my headaches that I get from reading, which I happen to do a lot. Some doctor. Speaking of reading, I just finished Burned by Ellen Hopkins about an hour ago. She's the best author ever, honestly. I say you go out and buy that book now, or I'll eat your babies. Hmm... yeah, so after we came back from the eye doctor, we got some food from Wendy's and headed home to rake, which we were doing from 12 to 4. Now my hands, legs, feet, and hip are killing me. I feel old. I'm pretty bored right now. I don't feel like talking to anyone because of a something that got me thinking last night. And yeah... I don't really think that much unless it's something serious. Well, I guess that's all I've got to say for today... To anyone reading this, welcome to my life. (ha, that made me laugh a little... so cliched) Current Mood: numb Current Music: Jack's Mannequin -- The Lights and Buzz (2 Comments |Comment on this)